i know that i am supposed to not care. but how, how do you not care?

Lexie: I know that I am supposed to toughen up. I know that I am supposed to not care.  But how, how do you not care? Mark: It's the hardest part of the job.  The very hardest part. Lexie: How did you do it? How did you learn? Mark: I'm still learning. Stranded in my … Continue reading i know that i am supposed to not care. but how, how do you not care?

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wherever i go, whatever i do. i wonder where i am in my relationship to you. wherever you go, wherever you are. i watch that pretty life play out in pictures from afar.

I've been trying to write a post- something short & simple- all day.  But as you can see, no such post has yet to be written.  Here's to hoping this turns out to be something...anything... that takes away this huge lump of anxiety from my stomach, heart, and mind.  I'm just going to say it: Today … Continue reading wherever i go, whatever i do. i wonder where i am in my relationship to you. wherever you go, wherever you are. i watch that pretty life play out in pictures from afar.

you’re just a fool, just a fool to believe you can change the world.

I haven't cried in a long time...but I just did.  Over the smallest thing too, which I will regret doing once I feel better, and I know I (eventually) will.  An email.  I cried over an email.  An email that I anticipated getting for some time now, and an email that I set myself up … Continue reading you’re just a fool, just a fool to believe you can change the world.

good morning chicago

Writing this I have the Ke$ha song in my head... Wake up in the morning feeling like P.Diddy... although I feel nothing like P.Diddy this morning.  I don't even feel like myself.  This winter needs to end once and for all!!  I swear that just as I start feeling better, the cold weather brings my … Continue reading good morning chicago