it’s like you’re screaming and no one can hear you. you almost feel ashamed. you feel like nothing. like no one will ever understand how much it hurts. you feel hopeless, like nothing can save you.

While I'm reluctant to admit this, I will.  I've been laying in my bed for the last hour feeling nothing but emptiness.  At some moments, despite trying my hardest, I couldn't even feel my own body weight under the covers.  It's instances like that when I know I have to turn to my blog- or a … Continue reading it’s like you’re screaming and no one can hear you. you almost feel ashamed. you feel like nothing. like no one will ever understand how much it hurts. you feel hopeless, like nothing can save you.

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so if by the time the bar closes and you feel like falling down, i will carry you home tonight.

My friend, Jenny, and I have been going through our own respective rough patches these last few weeks, so much so that I truly believe that we should book our 1-way ticket to California do we can wash away all of our worries with bottomless glasses of wine.  Ah, California.  The trip of no worries, … Continue reading so if by the time the bar closes and you feel like falling down, i will carry you home tonight.

even on my weakest days, i get a little bit stronger.

The stuff that we go through in life- the negative and the knocks- we can choose to take us down, or we can choose to stand up or rise up and make us even more brilliant and beautiful. ~Mia Michaels~ The truth is that I haven't felt like myself for a while now.  My workouts stopped … Continue reading even on my weakest days, i get a little bit stronger.