While I'm reluctant to admit this, I will. I've been laying in my bed for the last hour feeling nothing but emptiness. At some moments, despite trying my hardest, I couldn't even feel my own body weight under the covers. It's instances like that when I know I have to turn to my blog- or a … Continue reading it’s like you’re screaming and no one can hear you. you almost feel ashamed. you feel like nothing. like no one will ever understand how much it hurts. you feel hopeless, like nothing can save you.
My friend, Jenny, and I have been going through our own respective rough patches these last few weeks, so much so that I truly believe that we should book our 1-way ticket to California do we can wash away all of our worries with bottomless glasses of wine. Ah, California. The trip of no worries, … Continue reading so if by the time the bar closes and you feel like falling down, i will carry you home tonight.
The stuff that we go through in life- the negative and the knocks- we can choose to take us down, or we can choose to stand up or rise up and make us even more brilliant and beautiful. ~Mia Michaels~ The truth is that I haven't felt like myself for a while now. My workouts stopped … Continue reading even on my weakest days, i get a little bit stronger.
I listened to the song Until You Won Me Over by Trent Dobbs (which includes lyrics that also serve as the title of this post) over and over again yesterday. For some reason I found comfort in these words. They were not only soothing, but they were also a bit encouraging. It's no secret on my … Continue reading why you gotta look so sad. why’d you pick today. don’t talk yourself out of this. we’re all afraid. they say it comes when you don’t look, so I’ll help you look away. you always try to make me smile. let me do the same.