Closure. This is ultimately the one thing that people seek following a break-up. Others may want their favorite sweatshirt back, or perhaps a hot new fling, but most who have ever gotten their heart broken in the history of broken hearts will confirm that closure is the ideal parting gift. Now I can't quite say that "Cleveland" and I have … Continue reading living alone, here in this place. i think of you, and i’m not afraid.
I'm just going to say it. I'm going to tell to tell you how it is. How it's always been. Like rapid spitfire, here are the facts of my life. My love life- or lack thereof. Like a game of 21 questions, I'll give my answers- without any questions being asked. Okay, here it goes: I had my first "boyfriend" within … Continue reading late at night i toss and turn and dream of what i need. i need a hero. i’m holding out for a hero ’til the morning light.
I told him I was trouble. (I'm really not.) I said it to him- more than once- because I felt like I had to. Between the words he said and the way he looked at me, I knew I had to give him every reason to walk away. More for his sake than mine. Actually, if we're … Continue reading i’m selfish, impatient and a little insecure. i make mistakes, i am out of control and at times hard to handle.
For three seconds, you believe. When you see the word "gorgeous" in his text or hear him speak the word "beautiful" over the line, there's a three-second delay before the skepticism sets in. For those three seconds, you are worry-free. There are no doubts; no fears. Whatever happened prior to those words entertaining your mindset is gone. … Continue reading when you don’t know what to believe in, just believe.
With no intentions to write about last night's dream, I'm now finding it impossible not to since it's been on my mind All. Day. Long. Yes, one of those that really stings the heart and cannot be forgotten with a little coffee therapy. In fact, if I remember correctly, I woke up startled last night … Continue reading sometimes moving on with the rest of your life starts with goodbye.
Like clockwork, when I haven't been thinking about him, my first love/heartbreak, Mars, will find a way to pop into my mind. Last night he crept into my dream, which caused me to give him a few moments of my time this morning as I struggled to wake up. However, unlike many yesterdays that came … Continue reading and now and then I get to wonderin’…what would have happen if we never met…
I toyed with the idea of calling this post Oops...I did it again but decided to go in a different direction. However, I will elaborate on yesterday's antics just a bit and explain the whole 'Oops... I did it again' and how it contributes to where my napping-all-day mind is right now. In short, yesterday consisted of … Continue reading i can go out every night of the week, can go home with anybody i meet. but it’s just a temporary high. (cause when I close my eyes i’m somewhere with you.)