As soon as you trust yourself, you will know how to live. Johann Wolfgang von Goethe It's interesting how a new guy can make you realize the doubts and insecurities you have. It may take a few days, call it the new crush honeymoon period if you will, but then all of a sudden … Continue reading breathe and trust. silence those fears.
I thought it was a feeling. I thought it felt like love. But what did I know about love? The feeling I had been so unfamiliar, completely raw and bittersweet, so I thought it was felt like love...based on what other people described it as feeling like. I really believed that I loved him; however, I sit here … Continue reading “…then she stopped thinking…only feeling.”
My Couch & Me: The perfect way to end a Moan-day. Along with my new favorite OU tee-shirt, leggings, pigtail braids, and a blanket wrapped around me and my cold-inflicted body. (Blah.) And even better, I got to enjoy a new episode of my guilty pleasure, Gossip Girl, and in particular, one particular story line between Blair, … Continue reading if you really need me- ever- i am there. xoxo.
This moment contains all moments. (C.S. Lewis) Today I recall the moment in 4th grade during our annual St. Mary's Kennywood Day, when I learned firsthand that when a boy tries spitting on you from the swings it's not because he doesn't like you but that he does. That summer day in June 1994 may … Continue reading this moment contains all moments.
I'm sorry. There I was, a few days ago, saying that I use this blog as an open & honest format to help others in similar circumstances realize that they aren't the only one... but I haven't been being honest about what I've been going through lately. Mostly it's because I haven't had too much time on my hands, … Continue reading you can sense that she is guarded…that’s alright.
Standing on the platform in Evanston waiting for the Purple Line last night after work, a chill came over me. All I wanted was someone to put their arm around me. Is that asking too much? I tell you this because after having that thought, I immediately had another thought: That's not typical for me. … Continue reading drop everything now…meet me in the pouring rain…kiss me on the sidewalk…take the pain away.