breathe and trust. silence those fears.

As soon as you trust yourself, you will know how to live. Johann Wolfgang von Goethe   It's interesting how a new guy can make you realize the doubts and insecurities you have.  It may take a few days, call it the new crush honeymoon period if you will, but then all of a sudden … Continue reading breathe and trust. silence those fears.

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“…then she stopped thinking…only feeling.”

I thought it was a feeling.  I thought it felt like love.  But what did I know about love?  The feeling I had been so unfamiliar, completely raw and bittersweet, so I thought it was felt like love...based on what other people described it as feeling like.  I really believed that I loved him; however, I sit here … Continue reading “…then she stopped thinking…only feeling.”

if you really need me- ever- i am there. xoxo.

My Couch & Me: The perfect way to end a Moan-day.  Along with my new favorite OU tee-shirt, leggings, pigtail braids, and a blanket wrapped around me and my cold-inflicted body.  (Blah.)  And even better, I got to enjoy a new episode of my guilty pleasure, Gossip Girl, and in particular, one particular story line between Blair, … Continue reading if you really need me- ever- i am there. xoxo.

this moment contains all moments.

This moment contains all moments. (C.S. Lewis)  Today I recall the moment in 4th grade during our annual St. Mary's Kennywood Day, when I learned firsthand that when a boy tries spitting on you from the swings it's not because he doesn't like you but that he does.  That summer day in June 1994 may … Continue reading this moment contains all moments.

you can sense that she is guarded…that’s alright.

I'm sorry.  There I was, a few days ago, saying that I use this blog as an open & honest format to help others in similar circumstances realize that they aren't the only one... but I haven't been being honest about what I've been going through lately.  Mostly it's because I haven't had too much time on my hands, … Continue reading you can sense that she is guarded…that’s alright.