When you're twenty-nine years old and only beginning your first relationship, people tend to ask, "Why?" to defend that there is nothing wrong with you. But they might as well save their breath, because there actually is something wrong with you. I mean how is it that you can be mere months away from a milestone … Continue reading all of these lines across my face, tell you the story of who i am.
I used to call myself a dreamer. There really was no better way to describe who I was. I used to spend my days reminiscing about past memories- and all those regrets in my childhood- and daydreaming about what the future held for me. I haven't done much dreaming lately. In fact, for the past year- maybe … Continue reading all those times we looked up at the sky, looking out so far. we felt like we could fly…
While I'm reluctant to admit this, I will. I've been laying in my bed for the last hour feeling nothing but emptiness. At some moments, despite trying my hardest, I couldn't even feel my own body weight under the covers. It's instances like that when I know I have to turn to my blog- or a … Continue reading it’s like you’re screaming and no one can hear you. you almost feel ashamed. you feel like nothing. like no one will ever understand how much it hurts. you feel hopeless, like nothing can save you.
Today has not been my day. For the first time in a long time I woke up to a panic attack. I did everything I've learned to do to overcome it, but I sit here hours later and I still am trying to work through it. I'm no stranger to anxiety as it's played a role … Continue reading so tell me when my sigh’s over