i’m not in kansas, that’s the one thing I know for sure.

For the past two weeks, I've been telling myself to Just blog it out.  That used to always make you feel better.  But the truth is, I've stared at this screen many nights trying to do just that and absolutely nothing comes out.  There's no image of motivation, or song lyric for inspiration.  No title … Continue reading i’m not in kansas, that’s the one thing I know for sure.

all of these lines across my face, tell you the story of who i am.

When you're twenty-nine years old and only beginning your first relationship, people tend to ask, "Why?" to defend that there is nothing wrong with you.  But they might as well save their breath, because there actually is something wrong with you.  I mean how is it that you can be mere months away from a milestone … Continue reading all of these lines across my face, tell you the story of who i am.

and breathe, just breathe.

...the fortune teller who read my tarot cards on New Year's Eve also told me, "... you don't sleep well."  Oddly enough, on that night I found myself thinking, No, I sleep fine.  Last night, as I tossed and turned with anxiety and a multitude of thoughts, I realized that she was right.  I don't sleep … Continue reading and breathe, just breathe.

begging for the truth, so i’m saying this to you.

When people show you who they are, believe them. Maya Angelou If you want the truth, I have no idea what to say but I know I have to say something.  I've been distracted all morning and Selena just asked me what was on my mind and, like I told her, "I have no idea."  Maybe I … Continue reading begging for the truth, so i’m saying this to you.

you think you’re lost, but you’re not lost. you’re not alone.

Yesterday was a very long day.  The alarm went off at 4 am and I think finally shut my bedroom light off around midnight.  Those hours may or may not paint a clear-enough picture, but like I said, "It was a very long day."  Both a good day and maybe a bad day (at parts); … Continue reading you think you’re lost, but you’re not lost. you’re not alone.

no expectations, no disappointments.

I really hate saying this...I really do.  But when it comes to my blog, I am an open book, and therefore, I'll just say it.  This week's vacation has unfortunately not lived up to my expectations which is very disappointing. Since I didn't yet blog during last year's family vacation to Stone Harbor, New Jersey, … Continue reading no expectations, no disappointments.