When you're twenty-nine years old and only beginning your first relationship, people tend to ask, "Why?" to defend that there is nothing wrong with you. But they might as well save their breath, because there actually is something wrong with you. I mean how is it that you can be mere months away from a milestone … Continue reading all of these lines across my face, tell you the story of who i am.
I used to call myself a dreamer. There really was no better way to describe who I was. I used to spend my days reminiscing about past memories- and all those regrets in my childhood- and daydreaming about what the future held for me. I haven't done much dreaming lately. In fact, for the past year- maybe … Continue reading all those times we looked up at the sky, looking out so far. we felt like we could fly…
Okay, Carrie. I want you to be honest with me. Don't sugarcoat anything. Give it to me straight. Say it exactly how you see it. Tell me what's wrong with me. Most importantly, tell me what I need to do to change it. This is the beginning of a conversation I've been having in my head … Continue reading what would carrie bradshaw do?
To be honest, it's all a blur. I have a hard time believing that tonight has brought the end of another Christmas. Even though I'm sitting here, staring at the lights on the Christmas tree in my parents' living room, I have to keep reminding myself that another Christmas has passed. But the strangest thing … Continue reading another christmas passed…
While I'm reluctant to admit this, I will. I've been laying in my bed for the last hour feeling nothing but emptiness. At some moments, despite trying my hardest, I couldn't even feel my own body weight under the covers. It's instances like that when I know I have to turn to my blog- or a … Continue reading it’s like you’re screaming and no one can hear you. you almost feel ashamed. you feel like nothing. like no one will ever understand how much it hurts. you feel hopeless, like nothing can save you.
My friend, Jenny, and I have been going through our own respective rough patches these last few weeks, so much so that I truly believe that we should book our 1-way ticket to California do we can wash away all of our worries with bottomless glasses of wine. Ah, California. The trip of no worries, … Continue reading so if by the time the bar closes and you feel like falling down, i will carry you home tonight.
For the past week this girl found herself really wanting to find comfort in the arms of a boy. Fortunately for her, she was able to find just that. While last Wednesday proved to be an emotionally destructive day, it did bring about a new friendship in the form of a guy who needed as much … Continue reading all girls, they wanna have fun. that’s all they really want.
I hear you're asking all around if I am anywhere to be found But I have grown too strong to ever fall back in your arms ~ Christina Perri, Jar of Hearts So You Think You Can Dance has done it again! Another inspiring performance that brought repressed emotions to the surface for me. This … Continue reading i learned to live half alive and now you want me one more time