For the past two weeks, I've been telling myself to Just blog it out. That used to always make you feel better. But the truth is, I've stared at this screen many nights trying to do just that and absolutely nothing comes out. There's no image of motivation, or song lyric for inspiration. No title … Continue reading i’m not in kansas, that’s the one thing I know for sure.
In my last post, I wrote, "This past year (with guys) has been interesting, yet disappointing." There have been no truer words spoken by yours truly than these. Beginning with an escapade last winter, my life has been composed of "Nice to meet you" introductions at the bar to "You are a really good person, … Continue reading another one bites the dust.
As I sit in the bedroom of my childhood and adolescent days, I am nearly haunted by the ghosts of crushes past. Gosh, how many boys did I go to bed thinking about in this room? Well, if we could middle school then it may get a little tricky. So scratch that, and let's only … Continue reading and now we meet on a street, and i am blind. i cannot find the heart i gave you. sometimes what we think we really want we don’t. sometimes what we think we love we don’t.
I'm pretty sure I speak for every single girl (and probably boy too) when I say that being single isn't easy- especially during the holidays. There just something about the falling snow and twinkling lights that elicits PDAs, even without the help of mistletoe. It's not that us singletons are bitter or jealous, but rather … Continue reading dead hearts are everywhere. dead hearts are everywhere.
In some ways I'm proud of that chapter. I fought for love. I had poison ivy. You know, I lost, but I really fought. (Addison, Private Practice.) I knew I had to get over him so when the cute, movie-inspired idea of getting over a guy in 10 days popped into my mind, I really … Continue reading getting over a guy in 10 days: is it really possible?
"I just woke up one day and I knew.... what I was not sure of with you." ~500 Days of Summer I don't know if I can fully identify the inspiration behind this post. Whatever it(they) may be, I'm going to do my best to find the words to explain what's been going on in my … Continue reading don’t know why.
She was upset that we didn't have a white marker but I ensured her that the paper was white so it didn't matter. She chose pink instead and asked if I could draw a really big dress for the bride. Then she chose blue for me to draw the little boy (ring bearer). Before I … Continue reading “he is smiling because he thinks the bride is pretty and he loves her.”
This really shouldn't be bothering me. (But it is.) This is exactly what I always knew I had to do. (But maybe I had a little bit of hope that I'd never have to?) As foolish as I was feeling last week, I'm feeling twice that today. I'm also disappointed (in him) and perhaps a … Continue reading if i could change one thing about this world, i’d tell all the little girls never to believe a guy when he says he’s going to call. (he won’t, so don’t wait around believing he will.)
Just when we think we’ve figured things out, the universe throws us a curve ball. So we have to improvise, we find happiness in unexpected places, we find our way back to the things that matter the most. The universe is funny that way, sometimes it just has a way of making sure we wind … Continue reading in quiet moments, when you’re able to tune everything else out, you recognize who you are and what you really want.
I don't even know what to say, but something is telling me to turn to my blog for help. Actually, I was hoping that Jenny (who I am now calling "my sponsor") would text me back and I could work through my issues with her. So what's going on? Actually that's something I'd really like … Continue reading me and my foolish heart.