I listened to the song Until You Won Me Over by Trent Dobbs (which includes lyrics that also serve as the title of this post) over and over again yesterday. For some reason I found comfort in these words. They were not only soothing, but they were also a bit encouraging.
It’s no secret on my blog that I haven’t been feeling like myself lately. While the summer funk- or possible Quarterlife Crisis- has plagued me all summer, this whole messy feeling really started in the last couple of weeks. Whatever this is I just can’t shake it; and because of that, over time it’s becoming worse.
Yesterday I realized that while I’ve been opening up a bit on my blog and through a few emails, I’ve failed to do so with my friends. I’ve failed to let them be there for me. But yesterday I decided to let Libby in. Well, as much as I could. I let her know that I haven’t been feeling quite like myself lately and we divulged in a few reasons why. There’s still no real culprit(s) identified, which also means no solution found. However, one decision has been made: Sadness Begone. That, and I’m going to let my friends be there for me too.