It doesn’t make sense until it does. This is the thought that just flashed into my mind; and while possibly confusing for others, this is actually clear to me right now.
With regards to last week and how I feel now, I’m pretty certain that I’m bi-polar-ish. Or just a girl. But here I am, less than a week later, feeling grateful for all those knocks and unexpected emotions that decided to (re)visit me. As much of a hot mess minus the hot as I felt last week, I really am glad that it happened. I’m thankful that I can look back on those days, acknowledging the uneasiness and frustration that I felt, and be okay with it all. Maybe even appreciate the chance to go through all that crap and knowing that I allowed myself to work through it- with the help of many amazing friends.
Clarity really is a beautiful thing.